I do not feel like it x 4

I'm not in the mood not to hate me
I don't want to touch myself
I would like to jack off
but I don't want to try it

I would like to take my clothes off
but I don't want to see myself naked

Ref: I would like to do it with big animals
I don't want to risk it
I don't feel like going away of the snow
I don't feel like freezing

I don't feel like chewing something
cause I don't want to digest it
I don't want to weigh myself
I hate to lie in fat

Ref:

I will simply lie here
and i will count once again the flies
I touch myself without any desire
and I soon notice that I have been cold since long
so cold
I am cold, so cold