Apocalypse at my fingertips,
I can't distinguish what is real.
Push the plunger in the warm rush begins.
I'm noddin' off at the wheel.
Things haven't been the same since you said goodbye.
I've been doing things I thought I swore I'd never do,
Just to stay alive.
If I had blinked, I would have never of met you.
Could have lived my life content.
But now here I am fucked up again,
Life can be silent torment.
I knew you'd never stay, right from the start.
That's what I get for diving in head first.
My life feels like it's falling apart.
I'm a loser, I'm a failure, I'm a fuck up to the core.
I've been falling down so much,
Don't bother getting up anymore.
I can't explain the emptiness that I feel,
As I drive into oblivion, I'm noddin' off at the wheel