When I think about her, I just get down.
Knowing that she doesn't want me around.
Maybe if she would try.
Things would work out.
But I know that it's useless to maintain this state of hopelessness
'cause when i see her.. she said she's got better things too do.
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Masturbations' left me alone.
I can't even talk to myself on the phone.
Maybe if she would try.
Things would work out.
But i know that it's useless to think that she'd love me
'cause she is a stupid bitch an' she said she's got better guys to do.

My heads spinning around I can't think about it.
Maybe I'm someone she... she can't understand.