Kind of hard feeling,
Like when someone complains on clothes,
Or something else that is stuck in the throat
Hard and lonely,
I never understood
Come home again

Come home,
I never understood
The aching in my throat is still as hard as before
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I did not know or understand
I'm older now but just as young
I'm the same person

Selfish,
The selfishness that crawls upon you when you least expect
Like a spider in your bed
That you have layed into pieces,
But still not

It doesn't die,
No it's still there