Thinking about the times when I used to say
Life is just a game anyone can play
But somehow that thought has seemed to fade away
Ill close the door on whats behind
I dont know anymore if I can find peace of mind
Can I find some peace of mind
So very very hard to find
Being nineteen isnt what its supposed to be
Waiting for things to be brought to me
Whyd I have to grow up and see
That this world wasnt made for me
Ill close the door on whats behind
I dont know anymore if I can find peace of mind
Can I find some peace of mind
So very very hard to find
I dont need your help
I just need some time
I dont care for your thoughts
Just for mine
Ill close the door on whats behind
I dont know anymore if I can find peace of mind
Can I find some peace of mind
So very very hard to find
I find myself a slave to things Ive said
Like in my life I will bring home lots of bread
Im like a needle without a thread
Cannot understand why these lights are red
Ill close the door on whats behind
I dont know anymore if I can find peace of mind
Can I find some peace of mind
So very very hard to find