A yo before I start this song man
I just want to thank everybody for being so patient
And baring with me over these last couple of years
While I figure this shit out

[Chorus]
Is anybody out there?
It feels like I'm talkin' to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I come from
Can anybody hear me?
I guess I keep talkin' to myself
It feels like I'm going insane
Am I the one who's crazy, yea

Yeah
Whoa wa'
Whoa wa' (oh oh oh oh oh)
Whoa wa'
Whoa wa' (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is then let me in
And let me know I'm not the only one alone

I went away I guess to open up some lanes
But there was no one who even knew that I was going through growin' pains
Hatred was flowing through my veins
On the verge of going insane
I almost made a song dissin' Lil' Wayne
It's like I was jealous of him 'cause of the attention he was gettin'
I felt horrible about myself
He was spittin' and I wasn't
Anyone who was buzzin' back then coulda got it
Almost went at Kanye too
God it feels like I'm goin' psychotic
Thank god that I didn't do it
I'd a had my ass handed to me
And I knew it but proof wasn't here to see me through it
I'm in the booth poppin' another pill tryna talk myself into it
Are you stupid? You gon' start dissin' people for no reason?
Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even
You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying
Your health is declining with your self-esteem, you're crying out for help

[Chorus]

So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is then let me in
And let me know I'm not the only one alone

Marshall you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow
All I know is I'm wallowin', self-loathing and hollow
Bottoms up on the pill bottle
Maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow
My sorrow right goes in this hall though
But I must be talkin' to the wall though
I don't see nobody else (I guess I keep talkin' to myself)
But all these other rappers suck is all that I know
I've turned into a hater, I've put up a false bravado
But Marshall is not a egomaniac that's not his motto
He's not a desperado he's desperate his thoughts are bottled inside 'em
One foot on the brake one on the throttle
Fallin' asleep with writers block in the parking lot of Mcdonald's
But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it
Admit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough
It isn't them its you you fuckin' baby
Quit worrying about what they do and do shady
I'm fucking going crazy

[Chorus]

So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is then let me in
And let me know I'm not the only one alone

So I pick up myself off the ground and fuckin' swam before I drowned
Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around
It's different them last two albums didn't count
Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing 'em out
I've come up to make it up to you no more fucking around
I've got something to prove to fans I feel like I let 'em down
So please accept my apology I finally feel like I'm back to normal
I feel like me again,
So let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don't know
The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no
Signs of slowin' up, pullin' up, blowin' up, all over no mo
My life is no longer a movie but the shows ain't over homos
I'm back with a vengeance homie Weezy keep ya head up
T.I. keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head up
Don't let up, keep slayin' 'em
Rest in peace to D-J AM
Cause I know what its like
I struggle with this shit every single day and um

[Chorus]

So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is then let me in
And let me know I'm not the only one alone

So there it is, damn
Feels like I just woke up or something
I guess I just forget who the fuck I was man
A yo to anybody I thought about going at
It was never nothin' personal
Just some shit I was going through
To everyone else, I'm back (I'm back)
Ha ha
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