A Small Boy And A Grey Heaven Lyrics

I turn inside of myself - look back into my past -
Into nothing - the best time in life - barely present
I wish I could go back - tell that little nice boy
To be stronger - to be brave
But I can't - he had his chance
I burn - scream - I despair on (3)
These thoughts of the past
I realize that I had barely lived
But just existed - it's too late now
And my thoughts feed on this grief - the grief
Creates tears that burn my skin
Unable to ease the pain - I float in hoplessness
For the time is gone and the boy is a man now
The end - a beginning for everything flows and
We live to change - live to learn
The future's still open and to be lived like
The past has been wasted
With hope in my heart I look forward