I wish i didn't have this nervous laugh I wish i didn't say half the stuff i say I wish i could just learn to cover my tracks I guess i'm not concerned about getting away
'cause every time i try to hold my tongue It slips like a fish from a line They say if you want to play You should learn how to play dumb I guess i can't bring myself to waste your time
'cause we both know what i've been doing I've been intentionally bad at lying You're the only boy i ever let see through me And i hope you beleive me when i say i'm trying And i hope i never improve my game Yeah i'd rather have these things weighing on my mind And at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame There must be a light of some kind There must be a light of some kind
I must have blown a fuse or something Cause it was so dark in my mind She came up to me with the sweetest face And she was holding a light of some kind And i still think of you as my boyfriend I don't think this is the end of the world But i think maybe you should follow my example And go meet yourself a really nice girl
'cause we both know. . .
In the end the world comes down to just a few people But for you it comes down to one But no one ever asked me if i thought i could be Everything to someone There's a crowd of people harboured in every person There are so many roles that we play And you've decided to love me for eternity I'm still deciding who i want to be today