I would always wait
For the perfect time
But now the time has come and gone
I hold onto the memories
As though we're still together
Longing for the strength to carry on
Ever since you've been gone
There's not a day that goes by
That I don't think of you and ask (God) why
I won't get the chance now to tell you goodbye
Or how much I lost losing you
If you only knew
Life is many pages
Some we wrote together
A story I must stand alone
As I go on without you
You'll live with me forever
Knowing that one day we'll meet again
Up where the rainbow's end
*Chorus
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